Changes
This past month has been full of changes and potential changes in my life. God's been really shaking things up in my heart and life, but not really showing me what's to come next. Basically I finally stepped off the worship team at my church. I have been feeling for a while that it was something that I needed to do, I just didn't have the courage to do it. I've been on a worship team of some kind since I was 15 years old. When I originally decided that it was time, I figured that it would be really weird to not be serving in my church. But to my suprise it was the the easiest best feeling thing that I've ever done. I've never felt so free in my entire life. I definitely have God's peace in this situation. The only thing is that I have no idea what's going to happen next. Also I've been searching for a new job. My current one is a great place to work. The doctor's treat us really well, and the pay is great too. The ony problem is that I really don't like cleaning kids teeth. It's not at all what I'm passionate about, not to mention I'm putting a rediculous amount of miles on my car. I'm looking to find a job doing some kind of office work. That's the part of my current job that I really enjoy. I've applied at a few different places but I have yet to find somewhere that I really feel right about. I'm sure that God has a job for me, and I know that it will all work out. However, it's really frustrating to be working at a place that I dread going to everyday. Even the weekends are getting effected because I'm dreading Monday so much. So, basically I'm trying to be patient and wait for God's guidance. It feels to me that God's preparing me for the next step, I've been saying that for a while I know, but things are just starting to fall in line. Michael's been feeling the same way too. So who knows, but especially with the job siuaton I'm really needing something else. We'll see.